Silence: Often misinterpreted but never misquoted

If the butterflies no longer need the nectar, will they still stay with the flower?

It's almost 3am and I'm still up trying to make recap of how the previous days had been. I usually hang out with friends but I then I had this antagonistic feeling lately. We usually dine together but I preferred to eat alone yesterday. It rained but it felt good somehow 'coz I was able to feel that the coldness from the outside and not from within. We see each other almost everyday and I've been meaning to tell them how I feel lately but something would always hold me back- a weakness not everybody understands. I've always been quiet when things don't quite go well but I just came to a point when the struggles are so hard that they drown in words, that I'm trying to shut them out for a while. I'm not certain where I got the idea but for the past days, I keep on asking myself, If it weren't because of the favors you do for people, will you still feel loved? From this point in time, I just realized that no matter how many friends you have, you'll feel most lonely especially at the times you need them most. They say that those who wanted to be helped should be the ones to ask for it but what if they're drowning? Will they still be the ones to come close? It's not always the people with worries who should come for help. Sometimes, others should be sensitive enough when to make the first move.